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    • Monday, August 04, 2014

    Finally getting to breathe again, but yet I'm not calmed or relaxed or simply even happy.

    I'm on leave today cause I haven't visited my dentist for a long long time and I have to clear all my leave by 31 August. So here's me finally having the time to surf the net and even blogging again.

    I'm glad things are starting to work out, work is picking up, meaning I'll have to start worrying about my targets. Everything is turning for the better but I simply cannot feel joy in my life. It's like I can't seem to get rid of this "skeptical thinking" in me. I cannot stop worrying, I cannot stop thinking about work or even things I have to do.

    Not sure if its an occupational hazard or am I a workaholic, but all I can know is that I truly attribute it to HE for this. After all, it was only after working there, I started behaving like a psychotic on my bed, thinking about what I have to complete when I get to work the next day. Insane.

    I'm glad things here are much better, I'm given ample time to learn. Except for the fact that everybody keeps saying "Oh you're very lucky, we don't usually hire fresh grads." or "You're so young". Like WTF? Erm, I'm 22 and you are 25. Wow how old can you be? If I'm so young, then what would mine mother be? Fucking old? Its seriously damn annoying. Yeah, I don't have much experience and I'm young but hey, we all start somewhere? I mean not like I pulled some strings to get here.

    But well, since people always looked at me like I'm a baby, I don't really give two shit. I'll just have the "Yup, I'm a baby, so if I've done anything wrong, don't blame yawlll?" The irony is that, I can't behave this way, cause that's being childish and immature. I have to be like "I'll prove you motherfuckers!!!" That's the sprit and harsh fact of the corporate world :(

    On the other hand, I realised I've been at asshole lately. I have been filtering all those friends that are not true friends since uni days. But I've come to realised that there are just some friends that I can't filter no matter what. I get annoyed by their stupid questions but one thing for sure is that they care about my life. So some damage control had to be done and I'm glad things are resolved.

    Growing pains.


    ACCEPTANCE 5:27 PM


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